Change.

A few days ago, I looked like this:





















Then, on Saturday morning, I looked like this:














And, finally - 11 hours later (!!!) my transformation was complete:

It's going to take some time to get used to it. But, after changing so much inside, I needed to change outside as well.

There's sooooo much I want to do!

Now that I am back in Germany and my (quite boring -except for one day-) internship has started, I have had a lot of time to think about my life and my future.
When I received the offer to go to nursing school here and work at a hospital at the same time, I was super excited. Having a few months left until it starts, I feel like I have the security to dream about what else I could do.

I'd love to study media and communications, get a degree in journalism, study politics, IT, computer science, become a midwife or a personal trainer.
I know that I'm all over the place, but I can always dream, right?
Why media? I have always loved television. Always.
In order to be accpeted at a university, I'd have to do an internship in that field. So, I've applied for jobs in production companies. We'll see if I'll hear back from them.

I love computers, I'm good with technical stuff, so programming would be something I'd love to do too.

midwifery: I love babies and I think that assisting at a birth is one of the most wonderful things. It's a miracle. But this job asks a lot and is emotionally draining.

As you all know, I love working out, so being a personal trainer would be a way of pursuing my passion.

I wish there was more time to do everything.